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Inside of My Head
I catch my mind slipping away
To far off places from reality
I fear I won’t return
Staring deep into the void
I am caught up in my own galaxy
Of feeling paranoid
Is it alright to tell you how I’m feeling
Or just pretend to be okay?
Get out of my Head now
Out of my head now
Put me to rest now
Put me to rest now
Get out of my head now
Out of my head now
False god in my head now
Put me to rest now
All inside of my head
Listen to the sound of the Earth
It is caught up in its’ own anxiety
Afraid it just might burn
I feel the sting of my birth
Looking back into the mirror
Not knowing what I’m worth
Is it alright to tell you how I’m feeling
Or just pretend to be okay?
I’m drowning internally
It feels like eternity
It’s hard to pretend I will be okay
This is all inside of my head
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Good Boy
Taken back I’ve lost myself
Never really had myself just bones
Locked inside a shell
Never really had a chance
Never really held my own
Never had a reason to say no
Locked inside a shell
Don’t want to be a good boy
Don’t want to feel special
Don’t want your love
Don’t want your lies
Don’t want to be
Don’t want to be a good boy
Don’t want to be good
Don’t want to be a good boy
You are the enemy and you are my world
Deep inside this empty mind you own
Locked inside a shell
Never really had a chance
Never really held my own
You always had control
You put me in the dog house
You will keep me there for life
I should’ve known better
All you really wanted was control
I should’ve known
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I Just Want To Be Destroyed
Going to and from in the world
A devastating way to live
I’d give this life for you
To be near you again
Screaming with the animals
I beg you for forgiveness
Wrapped in chains of darkness
In darkness I’ll say
I just want to be destroyed by you
Nothing else will ever change me
I just want to be destroyed by you
Nothing else will ever save me
I used to watch from the clouds
Upon the beautiful and all that’s good
The promise I made for love
Broke the universe you made
I can never be the creature you wanted
Too defiled and corrupted
For your humanity
Your humanity will bleed
You know I am defeated won’t you love the sinner in me?
Every day I need it I will never be forgiven
Why won’t you?
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Paralyze The Truth
03:06
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Paralyze The Truth
Grieving through life
Everything is killing you on the inside
Did you find an answer
Do you feel better
Did you paralyze the truth?
Weaving through time
Paranoid of rejection
Did you find a reason
Do you feel better
Did you paralyze the truth?
When all is lost
When all is gone
It's time like these we forget what's real
Deceiving your loved ones
Until they are all gone
Did they find your answer
Do you feel better
Why did you paralyze the truth?
Sometimes the best of us forget what's real
what is real what is not
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Falling Apart
Shadow of lies shadow of doubt
The shade has suppressed me
It’s harder to breathe the harder I shout
I hope you hear me scream
Can I believe you will come to rescue me?
Why am I always falling apart apart apart?
Why am I always falling apart apart apart?
Misery always finds me
I begin to break down from the start
Why am I always falling apart apart apart?
The deeper I fall the darker it gets
My mind consumed by regrets
I need you to know I need you to love me
Help me through this mess
Destroy me
If I’m not who I need to be
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Hallelujah (your ego is gone)
What’s this reality
Where I don’t have the words
To describe who your are
You’re nothing just an empty shell
Come on come on show us who you are
You’re nothing more than the eye can see
Come on come on show us who you are
Now don’t pretend you are more than me
Saw your new face and I don’t like it
Why did you make this day so hateful
To feel a little regret won’t kill ya
There is an end to you
I see it in your smile
I’ve seen it all your life
There’s nothing new inside your mind
You’re a mess
To yourself
Nothing more but a whole in the wall
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Feel Today
03:30
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Feel Today
I feel tired all the time
Tired as the sunshine crept into the room
I thought to call you up
If I think of you will I feel fine?
Will I feel fine?
All my hopes and dreams have washed away
I feel my body weep my mind decay
I don’t want to feel today
Let the memory fade away so I will not remember
Honest like a prayer
Sacred like the screams that I let out
Will you rid the chaos in me?
Will you rid the shadows of my darkest doubts?
My body sleeps while I’m wide awake
I watch the walls as the shadows take shape
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Criminal
Maybe I should listen to you
Maybe I should listen to the
Voice inside my head
I know how to face my fears now
I just go mad this time of year
I know that something is wrong
I am a criminal here
For how long
How long
Criminal
I am a criminal for here
for how long?
Sometimes I need more time to think
I'm better off in bed
I know where to place my anger
I just go mad this time of year
Some things in life
You can't take away
Every little piece of you
You can't take away
Even if you wanted to
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Lonely Lonely Low
03:44
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Lonely Lonely Low
‘Should never take the backseat of my mind
Rather wake up breathing all the languid air
I am my shadow of doubt
I am the dreaded days alone
I have a thought that hurts
I miss the feeling of home
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Ooh lucid dreaming my selfish friend
Lonely lonely low
You were never really real just all pretend
Lonely lonely low
You can make me feel so loved and feel in love again
Ooh lucid dreaming my bitter end
Lonely lonely low
Low, low, low
Lonely lonely low
Wanna soar through color, space and time?
Need to feel something real so never mind
I’m where flesh meets bone
I am a rage unknown
I have a thought that hurts
I miss the feeling of home
I should lock all my doors
I should board all my windows shut
Windows to reality
Keep inside a tragedy
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Life Can Be So Faceless
03:02
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Life Can Be So Faceless
Time will tell
That inside of me is afraid to say
That time goes on
Without cause while I fade to gray
We pretend to care when we're out on our own
We pretend to care when we're out on our own
Life can be so faceless
The mind can hide
All those memories of what used to be
But life goes on
Without a thought try to walk away
We choose to ignore when we know someone else is home
We choose to ignore when we know someone else is home
If life meant nothing to me
I would never feel so useless
Never feel so useless
Life can be so faceless
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Make Believe
02:54
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Make Believe
Hide it with your pride
And never really care for the inner freak
It taunts you in your sleep
It’s a secret you can keep
From the world you know that exists outside
Fear what you do not know
Yes the make believe it is real
The part of you you wish to hide
Yes the make believe it is real
That dream you wish would die
The one you wouldn’t want to personify
Is it a fantasy?
Does it bring you ecstasy?
If they should know would you wanna cry?
Will they remember you the way you want them to
If they should know your inner freak?
It is real
Yes the make believe it is real
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I've Given it Up
03:37
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I've Given It Up
I've Given it up
All of my dreams
There is nowhere in here for me to breathe
I still believe
you have forgiven me
Oh how sometimes this is hard to see
I've given it up
I'm afraid
Of what's behind the door
Oh the future is my worst enemy
I'm unsure of my purpose here
It is hard to live this life without fear
I know I need to change
These days are not the same
No more hours to give me shame
No more me no more you
No more games left to play
No more hours to give me shame
These days are not the same
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Nite Dallas, Texas
NITE is a dark electronic alternative band from Dallas TX. The duo are comprised of twin brother producers, Myles and Kyle Mendes.
Darkwave / Post-Punk / Synth Pop / Alternative
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