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BE DESTROYED

by Nite

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1.
Inside of My Head I catch my mind slipping away To far off places from reality I fear I won’t return Staring deep into the void I am caught up in my own galaxy Of feeling paranoid Is it alright to tell you how I’m feeling Or just pretend to be okay? Get out of my Head now Out of my head now Put me to rest now Put me to rest now Get out of my head now Out of my head now False god in my head now Put me to rest now All inside of my head Listen to the sound of the Earth It is caught up in its’ own anxiety Afraid it just might burn I feel the sting of my birth Looking back into the mirror Not knowing what I’m worth Is it alright to tell you how I’m feeling Or just pretend to be okay? I’m drowning internally It feels like eternity It’s hard to pretend I will be okay This is all inside of my head
2.
Good Boy 03:24 video
Good Boy Taken back I’ve lost myself Never really had myself just bones Locked inside a shell Never really had a chance Never really held my own Never had a reason to say no Locked inside a shell Don’t want to be a good boy Don’t want to feel special Don’t want your love Don’t want your lies Don’t want to be Don’t want to be a good boy Don’t want to be good Don’t want to be a good boy You are the enemy and you are my world Deep inside this empty mind you own Locked inside a shell Never really had a chance Never really held my own You always had control You put me in the dog house You will keep me there for life I should’ve known better All you really wanted was control I should’ve known
3.
I Just Want To Be Destroyed Going to and from in the world A devastating way to live I’d give this life for you To be near you again Screaming with the animals I beg you for forgiveness Wrapped in chains of darkness In darkness I’ll say I just want to be destroyed by you Nothing else will ever change me I just want to be destroyed by you Nothing else will ever save me I used to watch from the clouds Upon the beautiful and all that’s good The promise I made for love Broke the universe you made I can never be the creature you wanted Too defiled and corrupted For your humanity Your humanity will bleed You know I am defeated won’t you love the sinner in me? Every day I need it I will never be forgiven Why won’t you?
4.
Paralyze The Truth Grieving through life Everything is killing you on the inside Did you find an answer Do you feel better Did you paralyze the truth? Weaving through time Paranoid of rejection Did you find a reason Do you feel better Did you paralyze the truth? When all is lost When all is gone It's time like these we forget what's real Deceiving your loved ones Until they are all gone Did they find your answer Do you feel better Why did you paralyze the truth? Sometimes the best of us forget what's real what is real what is not
5.
Falling Apart Shadow of lies shadow of doubt The shade has suppressed me It’s harder to breathe the harder I shout I hope you hear me scream Can I believe you will come to rescue me? Why am I always falling apart apart apart? Why am I always falling apart apart apart? Misery always finds me I begin to break down from the start Why am I always falling apart apart apart? The deeper I fall the darker it gets My mind consumed by regrets I need you to know I need you to love me Help me through this mess Destroy me If I’m not who I need to be
6.
Hallelujah (your ego is gone) What’s this reality Where I don’t have the words To describe who your are You’re nothing just an empty shell Come on come on show us who you are You’re nothing more than the eye can see Come on come on show us who you are Now don’t pretend you are more than me Saw your new face and I don’t like it Why did you make this day so hateful To feel a little regret won’t kill ya There is an end to you I see it in your smile I’ve seen it all your life There’s nothing new inside your mind You’re a mess To yourself Nothing more but a whole in the wall
7.
Feel Today 03:30
Feel Today I feel tired all the time Tired as the sunshine crept into the room I thought to call you up If I think of you will I feel fine? Will I feel fine? All my hopes and dreams have washed away I feel my body weep my mind decay I don’t want to feel today Let the memory fade away so I will not remember Honest like a prayer Sacred like the screams that I let out Will you rid the chaos in me? Will you rid the shadows of my darkest doubts? My body sleeps while I’m wide awake I watch the walls as the shadows take shape
8.
Criminal 03:24 video
Criminal Maybe I should listen to you Maybe I should listen to the Voice inside my head I know how to face my fears now I just go mad this time of year I know that something is wrong I am a criminal here For how long How long Criminal I am a criminal for here for how long? Sometimes I need more time to think I'm better off in bed I know where to place my anger I just go mad this time of year Some things in life You can't take away Every little piece of you You can't take away Even if you wanted to
9.
Lonely Lonely Low ‘Should never take the backseat of my mind Rather wake up breathing all the languid air I am my shadow of doubt I am the dreaded days alone I have a thought that hurts I miss the feeling of home Lonely lonely lonely lonely Ooh lucid dreaming my selfish friend Lonely lonely low You were never really real just all pretend Lonely lonely low You can make me feel so loved and feel in love again Ooh lucid dreaming my bitter end Lonely lonely low Low, low, low Lonely lonely low Wanna soar through color, space and time? Need to feel something real so never mind I’m where flesh meets bone I am a rage unknown I have a thought that hurts I miss the feeling of home I should lock all my doors I should board all my windows shut Windows to reality Keep inside a tragedy
10.
Life Can Be So Faceless Time will tell That inside of me is afraid to say That time goes on Without cause while I fade to gray We pretend to care when we're out on our own We pretend to care when we're out on our own Life can be so faceless The mind can hide All those memories of what used to be But life goes on Without a thought try to walk away We choose to ignore when we know someone else is home We choose to ignore when we know someone else is home If life meant nothing to me I would never feel so useless Never feel so useless Life can be so faceless
11.
Make Believe 02:54
Make Believe Hide it with your pride And never really care for the inner freak It taunts you in your sleep It’s a secret you can keep From the world you know that exists outside Fear what you do not know Yes the make believe it is real The part of you you wish to hide Yes the make believe it is real That dream you wish would die The one you wouldn’t want to personify Is it a fantasy? Does it bring you ecstasy? If they should know would you wanna cry? Will they remember you the way you want them to If they should know your inner freak? It is real Yes the make believe it is real
12.
I've Given It Up I've Given it up All of my dreams There is nowhere in here for me to breathe I still believe you have forgiven me Oh how sometimes this is hard to see I've given it up I'm afraid Of what's behind the door Oh the future is my worst enemy I'm unsure of my purpose here It is hard to live this life without fear I know I need to change These days are not the same No more hours to give me shame No more me no more you No more games left to play No more hours to give me shame These days are not the same
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Would? 03:17 video

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released September 26, 2023

NITE

Kyle Mendes - Vocals, Bass, Synths,
Myles Mendes - Vocals, Guitar, Synths
Phil Helms - Drums

All songs written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Myles and Kyle Mendes.

Drums recorded by Phil Helms

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Nite Dallas, Texas

NITE is a dark electronic alternative band from Dallas TX. The duo are comprised of twin brother producers, Myles and Kyle Mendes.

Darkwave / Post-Punk / Synth Pop / Alternative

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